Dearest Rossi gal,
Mummy is terribly sorry for all the times I raise my voice at you or smack your little bottom or both, but you don't know what you have done wrong to get this. In fact, you don't deserve this from mummy at all. Mummy should be patient with you no matter what. It's just that mummy is so tired at times from work+lack of sleep, and coupled with my short temper, mummy flares up quite easily.
There are also times when mummy do this, because I'm very worried about you. Like for example, when you continuously scratch a part of your body and mummy trys to stop you, but you could'nt stop doing so, that's when I will start to scream at you to stop. When you still continue scratching, that's when I will smack your little bottom. It's all because mummy do not want you to keep scratching, which can cause an outbreak of rashes on your skin and in turn, excerbate your skin condition.
Believe me, Mummy is full of guilt and regrets every time I raise my voice at you or smack your little bottom. Mummy have tried to hold back on my temper, at times, I managed to do so. But at times, Mummy failed to do so.
Mummy knows you are never angry with me. You will always show me your sad little face everytime I flare up. You will always shower me with many many kisses, so that mummy will not be angry with you anymore. This makes mummy even more guilty and regrets my actions even more. Daddy has also lectured mummy on my flaring up at you and on controlling my temper. Mummy quietly accept Daddy's lecture, cos I know I'm wrong.
Rossi gal, Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..for all the times mummy flared up at you. Mummy is not a good mummy during these times. You might even think that mummy do not love you during these times.
But mummy want to tell Rossi gal, mummy really love Rossi gal alot alot. Mummy is very very afraid of losing Rossi gal. Mummy worry about Rossi gal more than I worry about myself and daddy and anyone else. In Mummy's heart, my number 1 is Rossi gal.
Mummy will do my very best to be patient towards you. Mummy will do my very best to change.
Mummy is willing to spend on good food, good supplements and anything that will benefit your health. Mummy don't spend on myself like this, but for you, mummy will spend whatever $ I could on anything that can enhance your well-being.
Mummy rather stay home with you than go out, unless it's absolutely necessary, like going to work and buying your stuff.
Mummy chooses not to go on holidays, cos I will miss you so so much when I do not get to see you and I also do not want to leave you in the care of someone else, even if I know this someone will definitely help me take good care of you. To mummy, I am the best person taking care of you.
Some people around me (except frens who understand me) thinks I'm crazy not to go holidays cos of you, but mummy don't care. I have told them straight in the face that this is my choice, so it's none of their business. Mummy will not leave you alone here and go enjoy myself. Mummy won't enjoy myself too, knowing I left you alone here.
Anyone who mocks at you or makes any idiotic remarks towards you, Mummy will declare my stand to this person and end off any existing relations with this person. Mummy have done so and will not hesitate to do it again.
Rossi gal..my love, my pride, my life, my world.
With lots and lots of love, hugs and kisses
from Mummy to my precious Baby, Rossi gal
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